Unique

(Picture of the day: Handmade bear from NG KOK LUEY!)

I am not saying that I am unique. But I used to think that saying out loud, directly and almost IMMEDIATELY makes me a little different. I find tremendous joy in uttering direct funny insults and slapping idiotic comments right on people's faces.


I like exchanging insults because it creates a realistic relationship with good long lasting friends. If I have to think a gazillion times before I say something out loud, that just means that we are just mere friends.

(but this doesn't mean I don't like people who cannot tahan my rubbish. It just means that there's always a fine line between our friendship that differentiates close friends and good friends. WHO DOESN'T WANT TO BE THEMSELVES AMONGST FRIENDS?)

Its harder to find friends like this these days.

'One would have liked to be LIKED by just by being themselves.'

YES. I am a sadist.


But not everyone can tolerate such nuisance. So I've sort of controlled my 38ness and my nuisance in front of certain friends.



Succumbing to peer pressure I am. What to do. I don't wanna be the niche.



Love,

Brand-new-Rachel-Ng-NO-NONSENSE.